Once you break it,you can't mend it back...
I have always been standing alone in my life...
I'm so used to it...
History keeps repeating itself..
I wished I was a guy...
Perhaps then,life would have been more easier...
I want to prove people wrong...
I want to let them know that I'm more capable than what they perceived me to be...
I don't want to be known for being good at studying,which is not true at all...
Singing,dancing,playing musical instruments,running and every other interest are not something I cannot do...
I am just deprived of these opportunities as a result of my status and life...
Do you want to know about my hidden self?
I don't think so because maybe to you or to anyone else,I'm pure BORING...
Anyway,I don't like to talk but do so to close the silent gaps between you and me..
I'm tired of being a servant-like person too...
I guess my efforts of giving more than I'm expected are going to waste...
Because I don't see the difference in doing so...
;;1:47 pm
I really can't imagine what AAA would be like if the eight of them aren't there anymore..
Especially since there are so many people in this group,some of them might feel left out and leave:'(
I hope that's not going to happen in the next two years...
What will AAA be without one/some of them?
Happy Nissy,Sweet Uno,Brother-like Urata,Pretty Ito,Rapper Hidaka,Hip-hoppy Sueyoshi,cool Atae & Cute Goto?
Anyway,my Prelims is 'quite' over!
Because there is still Science Paper 1,Practical & Chinese~
-.-Mentioning Chinese makes me mad & sad again...
;;3:30 pm
Because I am someone who is 'more than meets the eye'...
I am not the reflection of people perceived me to be...
And to anyone out there,please do not treat me like your servant and talk to me like I own you one because I'm afraid that one unlucky one,you might just find a fist heading towards you...
Anyway,I was thinking about days after 'O'-LEVELS like 2007 Chinese New Year...
My sisters and I could dress in a mixture of 3 colours,mainly yellow,blue & pink in different styles...
I chose these colours as I love blue, my older sister likes yellow and my younger sister likes pink(for pig probably)...
Perhaps my older sister could have her outfit as a tube-dress(which she rather likes)..
My younger sister in the form of a more tom-boy/cute style unless she slims down...
And for me?
Maybe totally boy-style with checkered shirt?
I don't know too...
BUT all these will be designed by me!Muahaha*evil laughter*
Okay,I'm a bit ambitious nowadays...
Regarding my further studies,I should really be practical..
Now,life sounds like a routine to me..
Just think about how years of youth have flowed away after you have completed your university studies....*sighs*
Life is really short:(
P.S:Watched 'My Lovely Samsoon' yesterday and addicted to it...
Although all these korean dramas have a similar plot,people love watching tham probably as such stories don't occur in real life...
;;4:48 pm
Everyone is asking this question...
And I would say,"Design clothes!" or "Open a shop~" which are heading towards working..
But actually they mean to ask if I want to enter a polytechnic or a junior college....
Well,my answer is relevant~
Perhaps they shouldn't ask in such a general way because not everyone understands what you want to enquire...
Maybe,I could design tee-shirts and shorts after 'O'-LEVELS because it is the attire most Singaporeans love to wear...
And earn great bucks from that~Muahaha!*evil laughter*
Personally,I feel that I'm more inclined towards polytechnic but I'm not just going to end there!
And I would like to enter the designing courses:)
P.S:Checking out the Junior Colleges and Polyteachnics on the Internet...
You should too if you are taking your national exams this year and don't really know much about your further studies at all...
;;10:38 am
Really nice show..
I guess I know why people love to watch romance dramas...
That's because they know they can only see and dream of it as such plots don't happen in real life...
And even if it does,such 'memorable' & interesting romances are very rare..
Perhaps,Love Angel can make all these dreams come true...
I wished I had a checkered short-sleeved shirt,like those that boys wear...
And maybe walk out onto the streets dressed like a guy...
Plus it'll be so cool if you really do get mistaken as one!
;;4:50 pm
Actually the people I'm referring to are...
Just look at the two of the people here & you'll know...
Yeah,kind of adore them...
Don't you wish to capture someone's heart?
Especially since that person has already stolen away yours?
Or you don't want your heart to be stolen at all but wants to capture everybody's?
I hope to be like too,but I don't mind people taking away it as long as I'm not hurt in the process..
Because I believe that admiration is fine...
And LOVE is wonderful!~
;;5:19 pm
Prelims are starting next week:(
Now,I don't have to have photos by my side to remember their faces,especially his photo,because I have all of them etched in my mind now...
But even though the pictures of them in my head are so vivid,I know I won't ever have the chance to match these images to people whom I see...
P.S:My 1st post mentioning them:Aug 20th 2005...Perhaps even earlier than that...
I read my past blog entries adn I have really changed a lot in my style of writing!
Especially not using short forms for any words if possible:)
;;4:06 pm
Are really bad..
But at least i have a chance to attack it again...
And I don't know whether I should grab this chance..
Anyway,my morale has hit rock bottom now because of my disappointing results...
I'm really deeply impacted by it...
This time,ATTACK ALL AROUND~
I can't afford to lose again:)
Now,I'm not safe from anything anymore...
And not as lucky as I predicted myself to be...
Besides,I shouldn't be blogging about a life nobody wants to know..
P.S:Happy Birthday Yilin!(Ang)~
;;4:54 pm
Please do not ever mix them up!
Let LOVE be pure and healthy~
Actually,I'm not really against boy-girl relationships at around this age BUT I irk the fact that some people treat it like a game,hurting people everywhere...
Furthermore,there's not many people around to help mend broken hearts...
It's really difficult to find the true type of love between males and females nowadays...
Where is the LOVE?
---SPLURGE---
Although I'm rather thrifty,I have a bad habit of splurging on presents!
I often buy gifts without looking at the price tags and feel cheated of my money after that...
Then again,it's worth as they are for my good friends & buddies..
Busy with school these days...
Prelims are coming!
And tomorrow's National Day:)
;;6:00 pm
We knew what the other was thinking,but we were referring to 'chemistry' we observed between people...
Anyway,I don't think my sense of smelling love in the air is that strong,because other people can sense it too...
In reality,I condemn LOVE...
In wishful thinking,I encourage it...
LOL...
But I've really improved my ties with the other NANA...
Pretty glad...
Watch the power of animals:
Octopus VS Shark(who will win?)
Camouflage of Octopus(look at the reverse play)
;;6:08 pm